the drugs don't work

I know, I speak from first hand testimony
I'm tired of being a virtual shut-in...

after 11 years of child abuse I'll be the first to admit that I need help, but their drugs, after 6 different ones, make me worse & the shrinks are no better, how can they be??? they don't have first hand experience of anything people like me went through, not as if anyone of them can tell me what it's like to think the next punch, the next kick is going to kill you, to be at the point when you have given up as the next thing is going to be your death, to be degraded, to be humiliated, what it's like to have to go through that time after time after time, their well intentioned "help" & "advice" is nothing more than insults... "do volunteer work" "do exercise" ... they really don't have the first clue, not as if I can talk to anyone that knows & everyone else senses you're a victim & then go about exploiting you & continuing the abuse... all that's left is being a shut-in...it is a nightmare you can not wake from. their drugs make you ill. their "psychology" is uneducated

I went to god just to see  

 And I was lookin' at me 

Saw heaven & hell there were lies 

When I'm god everyone dies

Each thing I show you is a piece of my death

No salvation

No forgiveness

This is beyond your experience

Forgiveness

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NATO: a humanitarian mission

Yvonne Di Vito: "I believe they were doing this to bring panic in the city. That's why they were bombing the things that people use daily, like places with food and essential utilities like hospitals."

Yvonne Di Vito: "We also visited Tanjur and Sansur and found a lot of women that were screaming at us, asking 'Why you Italians are bombing us? What did we do to you? Why are you killing our children?'"


I'm sure granddad would find the irony in looking at Russia for news 
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Rage & Out Rage

slightly doom laden scare-mongering...

but with so many views & so many lies I guess you take everything onboard to whittle out the chaff
- interesting is its point that the stock markets are set to crash in *september... mind you after watching this video the stockmarket crash will be the least of your worries ;)

but between the lines the message is still the same, the ruling elite have been raping the planet for thousands of years, time for change - your politicians are a fraud perpetuated by a mainstreammedia ruling  you by means of a false [fiat] currency... time to stop believing


* a bit of history for you:
starting about 90,000 years ago, to the present day, the earth was hit by an asteroid, in the pacific, the "ring of fire" is the crater which still reverberates with the after-shocks of the impact, those that survived became us, ruled by an elite that keeps a  lot of secrets todo with history & energy etc hidden whilst the rest of us are in a trance. every culture [survivors] from the native americans in the west to the chinese in the east all talk of fire coming from "heaven" -  in the west we are taught the christian version of the devil - satan, lucifer, phosphor "the morning star" - being thrown from heaven to hell [or earth] there may have even been a continent in the pacific that was a hit for the path of the asteroid. 
quantum theory & morphic resonance show us how complex design are created out of the simplest of information, feedback loops or chaos theory - which is all life really is, a chaos theory allowed to run resulting in us. we need to change the chaos theory & allow it to run in a new direction & that's the beauty of it... all it takes is the slightest change to change direction, a new path... 
the butterfly flapping it's wings


- don't forget that art will give you answers, regardless of how bad you personally think you are -  as on a personal level it's not the resulting art but the expression itself where the answers will be found

 Only You - have the answers
But the questions you have to find
Only You - know the secrets
But the truth lies deep in your mind
Only You - are the answer
You turn the night into day - yeah
Only You - are the manchild
You are the light
You are the way

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Serbia: STOP GMO's STOP CHEMTRAILS or face revolution!

I don't speak serbian so can't vouch for the translation:

 "Serbia’s Nikola Aleksic to President Tadic: Stop GMO, Stop Chemtrails, Or I Will Call the People of Serbia to the Streets"

"In this remarkable video from Serbia, Nikola Aleksic, Director of the Ecological Movement of Novi Sad, issues a stern warning to the president Boris Tadic to stop importing food based upon GMO and stop the chemtrail spraying, or he will call and personally lead the people of Serbia to the streets.  He concludes his speech by saying: “You can be sure that, I, Nikola Aleksic, will keep my word – even at the cost of my own life.”

interesting times indeed

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September

those of you paying attention will have long since noticed that september is being lined up  as a big month. first on a sub-conscious level [predictive programming - like the chemtrails in tv adverts & shows for example] then more blatantly through the media & the internet on a conscious level [un policy on lybia runs out in september; egypt & israel squaring up; nasa emergency preparedness - all sorts of fun stuff]. what is planned is still unknown & there's no fun is speculating but what we have to be fully aware of is that the media & the internet are both  methods used by the ruling elite to control the educated mass... giving you your opinion & information but letting you think you thought of it for yourself [classic "the world brain" by hg wells], so as we are fed a build up for september bear in mind that it may just be a front to give a fear timeline & so keep us further under control. so get the popcorn out, pull up a chair & enjoy the show... whatever it may turn out to be.

 

The sun shines high above
The sounds of laughter
The birds swoop down upon
The crosses of old grey churches
They say that we're in love
But secretly wishing for rain
Sipping coke & playing games
September's here again
September's here again

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American...

 American: The Bill Hicks Story

 "I want to tell you something, objectively looking at the world, you know what? You are the only people alive on the earth today. All the people that created tradition, created countries & created rules them fuckers are dead! Why don't you start your own world while you got the chance"
- Bill Hicks
Return of the King, 1987

www.americanthemovie.com 

www.billhicks.com

I was really fortunate & got to watch the premiere at the Edinburgh International Film Festival, at what's become my favourite cinema the Cameo... it's like going to someone's place instead of some soulless megaplex, it's old fashioned & so cool, makes going a thrill

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Perfect Storm: the england riots

"If the young are not initiated into the village, they will burn it down just to feel its warmth." 

-- African Proverb.

"This mini-documentary film looks at the initial causes and wider context surrounding the recent England riots. Politicians refuse to acknowledge their role in creating a deeply unfair and failing society, a perfect storm of police brutality, city poverty and austerity measures, that will only get worse unless the root problem is addressed.

Did you know for the rioters to be on par with the looting by the financial bailouts, corporate tax avoiders and Libyan invasion, they would have to repeat the same level of damage......4,320 times?

Massive credit to http://www.youtube.com/user/huntingtigers who had the balls to do what the mainstream media didn't and give a fair interview to those on the ground in Tottenham"

wideshut.co.uk

"... first you've got to get mad:
I'M A HUMAN BEING GOD DAMMIT MY LIFE HAS VALUE"

must watch

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to do list:

...

oil on canvas
20" x 16"
- charcoal layouts
oil on paper
11" x 15"
- skin & hair
oil on canvas
30cm x 40cm
- think it needs another layer
acrylic on canvas
20" x 16" 
- lettering
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Q: When is stupid really stupid?

A: when the people you choose to complain to are guilty of the same crime

you can't complain about children running riot when the people you complain to are guilty of doing the same thing
children stealing booze & tv's is no different from mp's defrauding you of thousands of £££'s to buy their own tv's

lets use Hazel Blears as an example:
she is mp for salford & eccles so is relevant
she stole thousands of pounds in expenses to buy tv's, beds, booze, pay for housing & when parliament was recalled showed her utter stupidity by complaining that these kids should be in school, totally ignorant of the fact that schools were on holiday

dailymail.co.uk: UK riots 2011 Blundering Hazel-Blears 

if you are still voting for these fraudsters & theives you are still playing their game & you will only get what you deserve
infact you can't complain about how bad things have turned out because you voted for it, it's your fault: social decay, murdering women & children, protecting fraudulent banks, giving you their debt... you can't say you didn't bother to check what they stood for before you voted, that would be stupid

prison sentences for children?
how about prison sentences for all these fraudulent mp's???
how about prison sentences for all these fraudulent bankers???
[that are supported by these fraudulent mp's???]
one rule for elitists 1% another rule for the 99%
you're part of the 99%
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WORST OIL SPILL IN TEN YEARS

TAX AVOIDING SHELL:

guardian.co.uk
telegraph.co.uk

SECOND LEAK JUST CONFIRMED
ecologists say it could be 20 years to clean it up

Shell continues its global disasters
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STFU Cameron

a preview from the Keiser Reprt

that's SHUT THE FUCK UP

you know just in case you were wondering

must watch

cameron doesn't have the first clue
he is protecting his elitist friends
nurture not nature

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Graffit Wars: Robbo vs Banksy

the story of King Robbo 

being an original, the story is fascinating

it will challenge your understanding of Banksy

I think you may like this artist even more

Graffiti Wars - the story of King Robbo

channel 4 documentary

King Robbo was found in the street with severe head wounds

unconcious he has been in a coma eversince 
who was responsible?
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the VigilantCitizen - London Riots

normally dealing with the mind control & manipulation aspects involved in the "entertainment" industry, writes a very readable article on this past weeks expression of "fuck you" by britain's underprivileged youth [not counting the agent provocateurs of course] 

 The London Riots and How They Will be Used to the Elite’s Advantage 

 - includes the  Darcus Howe BBC interview - those of you with a tv will know Darcus Howe, he's been on it since there was just 4 channels, infact it was the 4th channel that brought him to a wider public audience & his "thorn in your side" attitude is always worth the watch

order out of chaos shall be the whole of the law [problem:reaction:solution]

Exit through the Gift Shop

what did you think of Banksy's latest work of art?
personally, I think the "documentary" is the work of art

clip: exit-through-the-gift-shop channel4



I left thinking that's the joke, on the viewer, who might think that it's a documentary about art - the whole presentation is Banksy's latest work of art
just a different medium 
I enjoyed it, wouldn't mind watching it again
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Dark Legacy

This video exposes the George Bush connection to the J.F.K assassination

prt 1: http://youtu.be/djBUkPZ63hk

prt 2: http://youtu.be/ohazrMKPatc

prt 3: http://youtu.be/A2_ryY8iUD8

prt 4: http://youtu.be/E_1LVp0TYjw

Showcase 1 - Sky 201 | Freeview 403

Tonight 10pm [ - Friday 12th August]

ParadigmShift.tv

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ENOUGH

NOW IS THE TIME TO STEP FORWARD & TELL THEM WE KNOW ABOUT THE CORRUPT RULING 1% ELITE - ABOUT THEIR FRAUDULENT BANKING CARTELS - ABOUT MONEY - ABOUT THE EDUCATION SYSTEM - ABOUT THE POISONS IN OUR FOOD - ABOUT FLUORIDE - ABOUT THE CHEMICALS IN OUR SKIES - ABOUT THE WEATHER - ABOUT THEIR RELIGIONS - ABOUT ENERGY - ABOUT THE REAL HISTORY OF THIS PLANET - ABOUT THEIR FALSE PARADIGMS - ABOUT THEIR WORLD GOVERNMENT & WORLD POLICE - THESE MILLIONAIRE POLITICIANS THAT YOU ELECTED DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU - ENOUGH IS ENOUGH - IT IS OVER - THEIR STORY IS NO LONGER RELEVANT ... OURS HAS JUST BEGUN - TAKE CONTROL NOW BEFORE EVERYONE IS A CRIMINAL IN THEIR POLICE STATE & YOUR PERCEPTION OF REALITY IS LOST FOREVER

THAT SHOP OWNER FOR 150 YEARS: "THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE SYSTEM IN THIS COUNTRY"

MY MOTHER: "INSTIGATED BY THE POWERS THAT BE"

I THINK ALL POLITICIANS ARE TRAITORS BUT KEN LIVINGSTON FOR ONCE NAILED IT

AND DO NOT BELIEVE THE LIES TOLD TO YOU BY THE MAIN STREAM MEDIA - NOTICE HOW ALL OF THIER PRESENTERS ARE TRYING TO TWIST THIS WITH THEIR LIES & PROPAGANDA

TO THE POLICE - TO THE BOBBY ON THE BEAT - YOU KNOW WHAT IS WRONG - THESE CHILDREN HAVE BEEN BETRAYED & NOW THEY REALISE IT - THESE MILLIONAIRE POLITICIANS ARE HACKING YOU TO PIECES - YOU HAVE TO WORK MORE HOURS FOR THE SAME MONEY - THAT'S CALLED A PAY CUT - THEY ARE TAKING YOUR PENSIONS - THEY ARE CUTTING YOUR NUMBERS - ARMED FOREIGN POLICE ON OUR STREETS - ARREST THESE MILLIONAIRE POLITICIANS THEY ARE THE ONES TO BLAME FOR ALL OF THIS - YOU CAN SPELL CORRUPTION - YOU CAN SPELL FRAUD

 

* - CLAIMS OF "JOURNALISTS" OFFERING CASH TO YOUTHS TO START TROUBLE: http://www.infowars.com/claim-youths-offered-money-to-start-riots/ [NEEDS TO BE CHECKED FOR AUTHENTICITY]

* - CAMERON DOESN'T HAVE THE FIRST CLUE. HE WANTS TO USE RUBBER BULLETS ON YOUR CHILDREN. HE'S STILL AT HIS PRIVATE SCHOOL; HE'S STILL ON HIS HOLIDAY IN THE NORTHERN MED. - WHILST HIS WAR PLANES ARE BOMBING & KILLING INNOCENT WOMEN & CHILDREN IN THE SOUTHERN MED. PROSECUTE THE TROUBLE MAKERS THEN PROSECUTE THE POLITICIANS - YOU GOT WHAT YOU VOTED FOR

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LBJ had Kennedy Assassinated

a bit of an oldie but...
as Jackie O is now "saying"
LBJ had  Kennedy assassinated



prt 1: http://youtu.be/9gBxMJFQd04
prt 2: http://youtu.be/0lmEp87bvOw
prt 3: http://youtu.be/CPADFiUkFpA
 

Oswald really was the patsy he always claimed to be
he only managed one shot to hit Kennedy, through the throat
as seen in the Zapruder film
there really was a shooter on the grassy knoll
as many testified
in a Texas court case 11 years after LBJ's death it was entered into evidence that LBJ had Kennedy assassinated [along with 7 others, including his sister] - on behalf of the CIA & oil companies

believe all the conapiracy theories you want... as long as you buy the book t-shirt & dvd
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Rumours - From the FBI Vault

Hitler escaped to Argentina

FBI Records: Adolf Hitler

when Bin Laden was being murdered [again] & when obama published his birth certificate the FBI quietly released these files
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PINK FLOYD - LIVE AT POMPEII

The Director's Cut

1hr 31mins

Pink Floyd performing six songs in the ancient Roman amphitheatre in Pompeii, Italy. It was directed by Adrian Maben & recorded in October 1972 with 24 studio-quality tracks without a live audience.

 Intro
 Echoes, Part 1
 Careful with That Axe, Eugene
 A Saucerful of Secrets
 One of These Days
 Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun
 Mademoiselle Nobs
 Echoes, Part 2

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