tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38333634240824510232024-03-13T12:20:18.331+00:00no way outdognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.comBlogger183125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-59346483697261650202012-09-04T08:29:00.000+01:002019-03-09T17:15:21.034+00:00no way out<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">[fortunately I don't have to say anything as you're saying more than enough for me]</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">TRIGGER WARNING: it never occurred to me to use one, it was 2 years before I realised anyone was actually even reading this blog, although that just made me delete some blogs (rather than convert them to drafts) the following is just an example of what I took to the police so if things easily offend you or cause you distress just walk on by instead when I get some cash I'll replace my mac & will continue blogs on <a href="http://original-dnb.blogspot.co.uk/">dognamedblue</a> but this will stay up here</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">please don't think that this is a complete list</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I wrote several documents as I tried to get everything together to present to the police, this just being one of them so isn't a definitive list. think of it as "free form" rather than anything coherent. I've read it again & even I'm surprised by what's missing from these documents I found on my lap top</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">when my mum was telling me the things she remembered & I couldn't remember most of them, I don't mean "oh, I'd forgotten about that" but I had no memory at all of them, that they were blanked from my memory, my mum also had blancked things from her memory like when she slashed her wrist and when she told me she was leaving me and my sister there with him and getting away from him, she told me how she came home from work & came up stairs & he had me raised off the ground holding me by my throat with one hand against the wall while punching me repeatedly with his other hand, I guess there are things I've just blanked from my memory, </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">so best if I just start to try & forget about it all... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">it's just a spider's web & there's </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">NO WAY OUT</span><br />
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[I'm just posting this because I said I would, writing about it makes you forget about it to some degree, I haven't decided whether that's a good thing yet]<br />
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">this is from 2009:</span><br />
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he attacked me physically, violently assaulted me, 3
times prior to getting my mother pregnant</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 6 he attacked me because some older kids
had broken a toy gun he'd made</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 6 he attacked me when I broke part of a
model, it was either a phantom jet or bell huey helicopter, I can't remember
which</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 6 he attacked me because I didn't know my 7
times table</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">there were
about 3 occassions where he was verbally abusive, where his rage was so
aggressive I thought I was going to be attacked</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was
terrified</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he just used to walk in through the front door without
knocking</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">my granddad was waiting for him behind the front door
when he walked in</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">my granddad grab him by his throat & pushed him up
against the wall</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">"if you touch him again I will kill you"</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was at the top of the stairs, half hiding, I was
afraid as my granddad was so angry</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">this stopped his progresively more violent assaults
until after getting my mother pregnant & fhe forced her to marry him.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">we moved house, 50 miles away from any family I had
known, this was the first time my granddad tried to adopt me but my mother said
no.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">on the day we moved in my mother’s husband went out to
catch some children playing in sand. He grabbed about 4 & dragged them to
the building site office to try to have them arrested. A couple of days later I
was tied up with wire & left in a half built house by these kids.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">He started his violent abuse straight away</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I’ve lost track of the amount of times I was violently
assaulted</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">100? 200? 300? 400? 500? 600? 700? 800? I’ve lost
track of the amount of times I was violently assaulted</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">there were many periods where it would be every day, 4
& 5 times a week, with a break for weekend when my mum was round the house,
she worked 3 jobs</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">it was always every week</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I would be violently assualted any second any minute
any hour any day any week any month any year for 11 years</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">He was as brutal & violent after 11 years as he
was at the begining</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would kick me in the face</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would punch me in the face</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would kick me</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would punch me</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would hold me by my collar & repeatedly punch
me in my face</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would throw me down stairs</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would kick me down stairs</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would kick me up stairs</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would attack me at any time, if I was walking past
him</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would attack me at any time when I was sat in the
chair</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I wasn't allowed to speak for long periods</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was only allowed to speak when I was spoken to</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I wasn't allowed to move for long periods, just stay
sat in the chair</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I wasn’t allowed to ask questions</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I wasn’t allowed to make friends, unless they had been
vetted & friends were refused</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was baby sitting & child-minding including
changing nappies bathing feeding from the age of 8</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he wouldn’t spend a penny on me & I had to do
without clothes living off hand-me-downs</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I had to have the regulation haircut</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was forced to join the air cadets</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I wasn’t allowed girlfriends</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">television was vetted & subversive programs were
not allowed</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was terrorised to the point where I was no longer
able to think for myself </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was broken completely by the age of 9</span><br />
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I wasn't allowed to cry whilst being beaten, if I cried or made sounds the beating would become more violent so I would appear to be crying & screaming but not making a sound like a silent movie</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">all it took was the look from him, from the age of 9
& I would freeze in terror</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he had perfectred it</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">anything would be used as an excuse for me to be
attacked & beaten. It would be his days off or I would have to wait for him
to come home, where he would enter a rage & violently assault me (whilst I
was curled up in a ball on my bed) I used to beg him "please don't kill me", plead to him to stop but
he wouldn't until his rage was worn out. there were many occasion where I
thought I was (in the process) of being killed, his violent assault were that
bad</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">examples of excuses used:</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I hadn’t made a cup of tea for my mother coming
home from work, I literally had to be stirring in the sugar as she walked
through the door</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I hadn’t put away the dishes</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I hadn’t washed the dishes</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I hadn’t cleaned up</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I hadn’t cleaned the back garden from dog muck</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I was late home from school</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I was late picking my sister up from the baby then
child minder</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I hadn’t done my home work – if I didn’t have any
homework to do</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I answered back</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I was late in at curfew – it was 6pm to 6:30pm
until 13 then it was 7:30pm until 16 where it was 9pm. He would wait & time
how late I was, then I would be attacked when I walked through the door</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I spoke out of turn</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I didn’t say ‘please’ & ‘thank you’</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I accepted cups of tea or other hospitality when
round at neighbours with them</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">if I complained</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">there were
a minimum of 3 times where he attempeted to muder me; there were more but three times that I can
stand in court & say on these times he tried to murder me & some smart arse lawyer can't worm his way out of it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was
9 he was attacking me so violently on my bed where he was so carried away
enjoying the process of murdering me, he was using his hands & feet, he
loved it. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I started
to say after this ‘this time he is going to kill me’ </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">but no one
would listen.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was
11 I was lying on the floor playing with my cat, I was meowing like a cat, he
smashed the dish rack down in the kitchen & said “stop fucking about with
that cat.” I said I wasn’t, that it was me, ‘’meow’ see?’</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he came
running in from the kitchen, whilst I was led on the floor, still running he
kicked me as hard as he could in the face</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was sent
spinning in to the sofa</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I had a
black eye & busted mouth</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">this was
attempted murder, he tried to kick my head off</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was
12, it was just before 7am, I was trying to get out of the house quickly, I had
shouted out ‘where are my socks?’ at my mother</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">He came
running out of their bedroom still in his underwear, I had managed to get to
the top of the staris when he caught me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">He grabbed
my collars, he grabbed my waist at the back, he picked me up & violently
threw me down the stairs</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I missed
all the stairs & crashed in to the wall at the bottom of the stairs</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">This was
attempted murder</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was
8 I was told “It is inappropriate to show your mother affection”. I would not
bw allowed to kiss her or to hug her & to say goodnight anymore.</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was
9 to 10 there were 2 occassions where my sister had used felt pens on the
furniture walls & white goods. she was terrified, whether she was thinking
what happens to him is going to happen to me I don’t know, but she looked like
that was her thinking</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">she blamed
me, it was taken as fact without argument allowed, I was beaten for this on
both occassions. from this day my sister realised that if she had done anything
wrong all she had to do was blame me & it would be taken as fact, so she
did & it would be used as an excuse to violently assault me</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 10 to 11 I had started to take booze from
their supply in to a small brandy bottle, better to be drunk when getting
beaten to death & at school after footbal matches</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 11 I was punched in the face for not
brushing my teeth</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 11 to 12 I had ripped out so much off my
hair that I had a bald patch where people used to take the piss because they
acutally I was going prematurely bald</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when this happened I started to pull my hair out one
at a time & eat it</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I still eat my own body hair to this day</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 13 I stopped praying to god every night to
"please take me’ in my sleep I couldn't believe there was a god anymore
that would allow this to happen</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 14 & 15 & 16 were the intense
suicidal feelings that ended in running away & a failed suicide attempt at
16</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 13 just before that christmas I went in the
loft because he kept his porn mags in a green briefcase. I was caught in the
loft. When he went in to the loft & saw what I’d been doing he said that I
had opened all the christmas presents & then used this as an excuse to
attack me.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 13 he made me paint the apex of the roof
whilst he was at the bottom violently shaking the ladders</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 13 my mother was sobbing at my bedroom
window she said she was going to leave both my sister & my self with him
& get out of this house</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I broke down, I begged her, pulling on her arm “if you leave he’ll kill me”</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">My mum has difficulty remembering this because she was
sobbing broken down as he had just attacked & beaten her, I didn’t know at
the time.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 14 I had my bkie stolen by him & he
swapped it for a bike that was big enough for him so he could save bus fare by
going on a bike</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 14 I was invited to his parent’s daughters
wedding, when it was time for photographs I was told by his mother that ‘they
didn’t want me to be in their photographs’ & I was to ‘get out of the way
& stand over near a tree’ I had given over crying over his parenrs actins
by this time</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 14 he took all my art supplies preventing
me from drawing. I was told I wouldn’t be allopwed to draw again</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 14 he told me I had to get rid of my comics
or he would “take them down stairs & burn them” I had thousands of pounds
worth of comics, every 2000AD from issue 1 every star wars from issue 1 about a
thousand american comics. I was collecting specific issues as I knew they would
be worth money, they were worth at least £1000 I had to sell them all for £25 I
was devastated I was in tears for weeks</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 16 for the 6 months prior to my o levels he
wrote out 2 exams a day 5 days a week. It was one a day then moved to two a
day. If I failed then I was beaten & had to do the exam again. This was a
deliberate attempt to ruin my future as they had nothing to do with my o
levels. I was beaten 3 times for protesting that I couldn’t revise for my o
levels. I gave up protesting, as the beatings were so violent. I only passed 2
o levels when I was told by teachers that I would get 8.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I was also made to study advanced level physics at the
same time to ensure I couldn’t revise for my o levels</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">When I was 16 he again was trying to kick me down the
stairs, this time I turned around to grab his leg & missed I was thrown
out. I ran away to kill myself. I had been told to ‘get out of this fucking
house’ I was broken down, I was sobbing tears all the way on the bus to my
grandmother’s flat, I was going to the garden of rememberance where my granddad
was, take some pills I had taken & kill myself</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">my granddad was still trying to adopt me up to his
death when I was 16</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">my grandad had just died & if he wasn’t there to
save me there was no point in living as </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">his violent assaults would end up killing me so I ran
away to kill myself</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">When I was 17 I had to lie in bed in the same room as
them listening to him whisper in my mother’s ear ‘get rid of him’ ‘I want him
out of this fucking house’ night after night</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I was 17 (to 18) I was thrown out of the house in
barrow again "get out of this fucking house" again, I was jobless
& homeless – some friends allowed me to store my stuff in their warehouse
& sleep at their place over the weekend, but I was homeless the other times
in that period</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I didn’t see my mother for 4 years I didn’t see my
sister for 6 years.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">If I saw them shopping in clitherroe he would always
see me & drag them away before they saw me</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">it was a nazi concentration camp existence of violence
& brutality </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">there was mental or physical cruelty every day for 11
years</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he would
somehow see through these rages that he was killing me & would stop, take a
deep breath then leave, just walk out </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I used to
beg him to stop, pleading him to stop</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">He did it
because he loved it he loved being able to come home from a shit day at FADS
& be able to take it out on me</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">after my sister had been born, a year after they had
been married, I was allowed round to his parents house for Sunday lunch</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">this was the first time his parents found out that the
woman who their son had got pregnant & they had forced him to marry her
already had a bastard. His parents were disgusted humiliated degraded
embarrassed ashamed & they
told me that they were</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I wasn’t fed this first time in their house, as long as
I was left-handed. I had to sit at a table whilst everyone ate, I was in tears
after.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">his parents always behaved in this way, they would
always be telling me how inferior I was, how inferior my grandparents were, how
inferior my family was. They would sometimes do it as jokes</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">his mother said on the telephone “the only reason he
married your mother was because there was already one bastard in the family”</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I recently found out about 3 assault he did against my
mother</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">he attacked her 3 times, to let her know she was
having that abortion whether she liked it or not, he also threw her down the
stairs this was in little lever</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">when I went on holiday with my aunt & uncle &
cousins at about 11, I hit my cousin, they knew something wasn’t right but did
nothing</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I know that Bill & Linda must of heard my screams</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I know that the Aldersleys knew something was wrong,
they offered me a place to stay when we were moving from little lever. I wasn’t
allowed to stay</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I know that the teacher next door knew something was
wrong when he used to take me fishing</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I know the Rostron’s knew something was wrong. I was
on holiday with them & they wouldn’t stop asking ‘what’s wrong?’</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I knew my uncle Rob & uncle Pete knew something
was wrong. Uncle Rob offered to have words with him at my granddad’s funeral</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I have been homeless on four occassions</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I have lived in doss houses – where I was attacked
sitting in a chair when someone came in from behind & repeatedly hit me in
the face with a piece of wooden</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I have lived in squalid bedsits</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I have no friends</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I am a ‘shut-in’</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I haven’t killed myself because I feel I won’t get to
see my grandparents again if I do</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">all my life I’ve been made to feel inferior</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I’ve never had a decent lasting relationship</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I’ve never had kids</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I’ve mever been married</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I haven’t had sex in over 15 years</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I am just the "worthless piece of shit" that he used to
scream at me whilst he was beating me as a child</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">trust no one</span> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">[6 year rule] </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">deny everything</span><br />
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none of my family cared about me </div>
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they wouldn’t do anything to help me </div>
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none of them would believe me </div>
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none of them would bother </div>
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he would kill me if I told anyone </div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I would say that it is only in the past 6 years that I
have been able to control the extreme voilent mood swings & rages where I
am lost in an hallucination of the past</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I lock myself in the house when I feel it coming on
& in the past I’ve just been lost, raging hallucination, screaming &
ranting, totally lost in it until the rage died</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">these have been going on all my life in a constant
cycle of depression & rage</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">from the age of 18 I’ve kept them hidden until I lost
it in a voilent rage mood swing with my family on several occassions & I
was told that I needed help</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I have always been ashamed of these rages & have
no friends because of it</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I have suffered from mental illness since the age of 9</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">THE PSYCHOLOGICAL TERROR NEVER LEAVES</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">It is a constant & I live life accordingly. I
constantly worry about what I might do, because of the rage, to other people,
so I keep myself in a house & don’t leave.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">Combined with the fact I am just terrified of
everything means I’ll end up killing myself so I don’t do something to someone
else.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">Because I’ve tried before</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">You would never be able to tell, I could apologise to
you sincerely & you would buy it.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">Because I used to have to beg for my life when the
cunt was trying to murder me</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I tried getting help, from the guy that advised on
cracker</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I can tell you where his daughter lives and works</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I can tell you how great his tv career is</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I can tell you how he can’t make his mind up wether
its his son or son in law that plays classical guitar</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I can tell you how fancy his mobile phone is</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">but I cant tell you how to deal with 11 years of
violence & humilation</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">that still affects me to this day</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">that will get me to kill myself one day</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">I think there was a total of about 5, this just being one of them</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "tahoma"; font-size: 11pt;">"that yellow bastard" by frank miller </span></div>
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in respect of the savile investigation: </div>
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after 11 years of child abuse at the hands of a wife beating baby killing child abuser </div>
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you don't tell anyone, ever</div>
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you don't trust anyone, ever </div>
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your life is just one disaster after another</div>
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your life is just a psychological mess </div>
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there are no relationship, ever</div>
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there are no friends, ever</div>
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you just shut yourself off from the world that betrayed you, & everyone in it </div>
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you just aimlessly pathetically drift until you either die or kill yourself</div>
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which ever comes first</div>
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which is why it takes 20 or 30 or 40 years to come forward </div>
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I went to the police, one force said they'd do whatever they could, the other one just lied I was told it was my fault that I should have complained when I was 18 & not waited 25 years & still nothing is ever done</div>
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I'm sure their compensation will be commensurate, as it should be considering how abuse traumatises the victim</div>
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someday's are worse than others</div>
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naming names as has been mentioned by recent victims:</div>
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JOHN STEPHEN FOWLER </div>
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****** **** </div>
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***** **** </div>
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****** ****** </div>
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***** **** **** </div>
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01*** ****** </div>
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07*** ******</div>
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[don't think I don't know your "new" address either] </div>
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[& thanks to Google I now have photos of your road & house too]</div>
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not sure when I'll go with his address & phone numbers, maybe after the police victim support & criminal injuries have finished with them</div>
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he told the police he didn't live there when he ran away from them & hid at his mother's </div>
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I have done nothing wrong</div>
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I have dome nothing to be ashamed of</div>
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& IF YOU DON'T LIKE THIS THEN WHAT YOU DO IS TAKE ME
TO COURT & SUE ME FOR SLANDER & DEFORMATION<o:p></o:p></div>
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& SO YOU CLEARLY UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYING:<o:p></o:p></div>
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YOU ARE A WIFE BEATING BABY KILLING CHILD ABUSER <o:p></o:p></div>
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PHYSICAL ABUSE PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE NEGLECT</div>
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there's a 1st hand eye witness & 4 probable cause witnesses</div>
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I've been teaching myself law, not your law society shite either but real law so I hope you do</div>
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my life has been a mess & you are going to pay for making it that way I want you in prison for 11 years not a day more not a day less no parole solitary confinement no visitors no lawyers no letters no writing no newspapers no radio no television & then after 11 years you may begin to comprehend what you have done to me & my life</div>
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I'm tired of living </div>
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when my grandmother talked me out of killing myself at 16 I lived in her airing cupboard for 6 months, I only ventured out at night</div>
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then I had to go back home for 2 more years, I don't blame her she'd just lost her husband of 40 odd years I couldn't talk & she was in no state to handle me, she just wanted to die</div>
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at this time the physical abuse dropped off although he still would be but the threat of physical abuse & psychological abuse were ramped up to the maximum for example when my grandmother died at 18 he came into my bedroom woke me up by kicking my bed hard saying "get up your grandmother's dead" it resulted in me being left by the side of the road at 18 & homeless for the first time when they moved</div>
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my grandparents were the last friends I've ever had</div>
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my life's been shit ever since, not that you'd believe me</div>
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I have no friends</div>
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I've tried but they have always ended up humiliating me & degrading me & to them its always been a joke</div>
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the last time I tried was in 2009 but when I needed support going to the police he resorted to telling me what I could & couldn't do</div>
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they always end up calling me names "you freak" " you weirdo" "you creep" constant name calling threats abuse & these were my "friends"</div>
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I was walking past a window when I was 20 ish & had a rubbish bin was emptied on me from its 1st floor & the friends that were doing it were pointing & laughing at me</div>
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on this mans birthday people were joking about his age I made a joke & had a full pint of beer thrown over me</div>
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I've always been physically assaulted I still get physically assaulted even right now people are doing it </div>
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grammar school was a nightmare, 5 years of bullying name calling assaults & abuse from the 1st year & in the last year I had my arms trapped in a desk whilst a bully was hitting me in the face I tried to leave & never go back but was forced to return this was another factor in attempting suicide at 16 </div>
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there were two teachers who knew that something was going on, a biology teacher who only met him once then offered to find me somewhere to live & a next door neighbour who took me fishing a couple of times </div>
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I'd like to be able to say that it didn't start until I was 7/8 but it started long before that</div>
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I remember one of the 1st times I went outside just about 2 to be shoved out of the way by neighbours, they didn't want the local bastard stood anywhere near them</div>
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at 4 I went to infant school there I found out what the word bastard meant & I was called it all the time by other school kids I remember the ring leader was a girl with long red hair & she always instigated it, it used to send me home in tears my grandmother went to the school to complain but this only stopped them doing it in school they continued it outside school constantly calling me bastard at infant school they used to sing that song at me "where's your daddy gone? where's your daddy gone? far far away" </div>
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I had to play in the school yard by myself, off in the corner, one day the wind whipped up & we were called inside, I remember looking up & that's the last thing I remember, I can only think someone then smashed my skull in & left me unconscious for 6 hours</div>
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I now believe in the law of attraction</div>
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I try not to go out, it's not safe</div>
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I sleep downstairs on the floor I haven't slept in my bed for years </div>
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the worse thing about all this? is now victim support [& the scottish police?] [& therefore criminal injuries who I need on my side so I can then prosecute him by myself if need be], claim they don't have these on their
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I really don't need some cunt sat across from me telling me anything because they read about it in a book & now have some joke qualification & now they are really just making money from another human beings misery</div>
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I sometimes think I was meant to do something important, but after a smashed in skull, 8 mercury fillings, 11 years of child abuse & 12 years of drug abuse I've forgotten what it was </div>
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I've been reading http://daffodilrites.blogspot.co.uk/ - strange how it brings back memories I'd forgotten [I'm not trying to claim what I went through is anywhere near what others have had to endure]</div>
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*** I've been told by my mum that there's are corrections needed to the police document, that his parent's DIDN'T want him to marry her & not as I've put it, but as this was how it was handed to the police I won't correct the document itself just make the correction after-the-fact here instead</div>
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[I'm dyslexic so writing is shall we say difficult it comes in small bursts so probably doesn't make much sense no rhythm to it I just put it down when it's in my head]</div>
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"There is NO WAY OUT... or round... or through."</div>
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Mind at the end of its Tether </div>
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HG Wells 1945 [his last book]</div>
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<a href="http://dognamedblue-dnb.blogspot.com/2012/07/field-guide-to-loner-real-insiders.html">dnb: Field Guide to the Loner</a></div>
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dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com45tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-48549302045178427502012-08-24T17:02:00.000+01:002012-08-24T19:26:09.388+01:00Fifty Shades of Grey<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
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I have heard of this book</div>
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there was a documentary on channel4 [or e4/more4 I don't recall] which I tried to watch but it just made me cringe so after about 3 minutes of having to listen to it I had changed channel</div>
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[I can't even stand the half naked [ie soft porn] "actors" on emmerdale & I don't even posses any porn... actually I tell a lie, when I thought there was finally a chance of happiness with Bridget I had to face the slight problem of not having had sex in nearly 20 years so I went out & bought a dvd "7 secrets to a passionate love life" as it was beginning to worry me that I may have to have sex with a married woman who's had 2 children & I could barely remember where things went, but that's been only watched once & is now buried in some draw out of sight [she did give me some tasteful photos, in underwear, nothing too far, but after it died a pathetic death I got rid of them all & told her, that I no longer had a moral right to have them]</div>
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so it comes as no surprise that people have taken a step back & seen this book for what it really is about:</div>
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<a href="http://mommysdirtylittlesecret.com/2012/07/31/photos-pedophile-marc-gilbert-allowed-to-watch-child-porn-in-jail-makes-sick-demand/" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Website for this image</a><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">. </span><a href="http://www.google.co.uk/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&ved=0CCQQqQIwAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.dailymail.co.uk%2Fnews%2Farticle-2192756%2FChildLine-Number-children-ringing-helpline-seeing-hardcore-images-internet-soars-50-month.html&ei=ujY3UKDZBeSU0QWlvoH4AQ&usg=AFQjCNFQXRVBqPUHoXD5_IxD2HYLbK9GPA&sig2=T721EM38EzU_vsZ7PwXKLA" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Scarred by online porn: Number of children ringing ChildLine after seeing hardcore images on internet soars to 50 a month.</a><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Allegedly, 'Fifty Shades of Grey' is child porn, and is loved by a large number of women.</span><br />
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Reportedly, 'Fifty Shades of Grey' is very boring and very badly written.</div>
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Reportedly, many people who bought the book gave up after a few pages.<br />
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Fifty Shades of Grey is a novel by British author <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E._L._James">E. L. James</a>.<br />
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The novel concerns the relationship between 'a college graduate',
Anastasia Steele, and a young business magnate, Christian Grey. </div>
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The book is all about bondage, sadism and masochism.<br />
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Thanks to lots of publicity by the Kosher Nostra, the book has set the record as the fastest-selling paperback of all time.</div>
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At the <a href="http://theulstermanreport.com/author/ulsterman/">Ulsterman</a>, on 16 August 2012, 'a reader' wrote about "Fifty Shades Of Grey - Pedophilia Hiding In Plain Sight."<br />
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<a href="http://www.google.co.uk/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&ved=0CCEQFjAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Ftheulstermanreport.com%2F2012%2F08%2F16%2F50-shades-of-grey-pedophilia-hiding-in-plain-sight-letter-from-a-reader%2F&ei=Sx43UMLFCsfW0QXD6YDQDA&usg=AFQjCNEpoWh9UhS1x70wOJXVaK2zkEFsDQ&sig2=nTOFXwxCjQ_CEzNoKnDkCw"><b><span style="color: blue;">Fifty Shades Of Grey – Pedophilia Hiding In Plain Sight.</span></b></a><br />
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Extracts from what the reader wrote:<br />
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Fifty Shades of Grey... has become so popular among women that some are referring to it as 'Mommy Porn'... <br />
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It is pedophilia. It is child porn. Kiddie porn...<br />
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It is a story of a girl being sexually molested, over and over again, by a male figure with all the power, all the control. <br />
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It is the classic abuse scenario. And mothers are, in some cases, quite literally getting off on it...<br />
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<i><span style="color: #274e13;">In the 1950s Nabokov wrote
Lolita. For six months it was the number one bestseller in
America. Nabokov liked girls, so long as they looked like boys. Lolita
was the girl with the ‘puerile hips’, the girl wearing ‘shorts’.</span></i> <span style="color: blue;"><a href="http://www.google.co.uk/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&ved=0CCMQFjAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Faangirfan.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fnabokov-lolita-and-pale-fire.html&ei=TCc3UJuKMsil0AWjl4D4Dg&usg=AFQjCNGPkN6BoCYYKSnmWGnUuAzhEU9IAA&sig2=bGSe8HYb5qshXaOfUecTvA">aangirfan: Nabokov, Lolita and Pale Fire</a> </span><br />
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My professional experience centers around nearly 20 years with Child Protective Services... <br />
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What is reported in the news is only a small sample of... the disgusting acts that are going on every day.<br />
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Kids are being raped. Kids are being abused. Every single day. Over and over and over again.<br />
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I didn’t seek out 50 Shades of Grey. It was brought to my attention by a
longtime friend who is also a clinical psychologist at a university...<br />
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She said the book was about pedophilia... a story of a young woman
engaging is a very graphic sexual relationship with a somewhat older
man.<br />
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The problem for her... was that the narrator in the story, was in fact, an underage girl.<br />
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My friend indicated, based on the use of language in the narration, that
this girl was likely no more than 12 or 13 years of age.<br />
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I made mention that the girl in the story was actually getting ready to graduate college...<br />
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I’ll try and summarize my friend’s words at this point as best I can.<br />
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"Sexual predators are cons... 50 Shades of Grey is a con... It is a story about abuse from beginning to end..."<br />
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The female character has no sexual experience. None.<br />
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She is given the age of 21, but that age is itself a cover.<br />
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Her true emotional age is much-much younger. She has never even masturbated. She has never even experienced an orgasm.<br />
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That alone is one of the greatest attractions to the pedophile. That is
the psychology of that kind of act. You get off on taking purity...<br />
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Listen to how she talks. Again, she’s not talking like a young woman, she’s talking like a girl.<br />
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She talks about cartwheels, and skipping, over and over again it is the language and the imagery of a girl.<br />
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The abuser, the older man... tells the little girl how to speak. What to wear. What to eat.<br />
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<a href="http://www.google.co.uk/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=9&cad=rja&ved=0CEwQFjAI&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nme.com%2Ffilmandtv%2Fnews%2Ffifty-shades-of-grey-movie-to-star-harry-potters%2F277411&ei=7ik3ULL5EIHA0QX0mIDQDQ&usg=AFQjCNGjrIFhdyYyaJmkl5euKOuuDZQ8eQ&sig2=7QiDAmOz5KL55jjR9FtE2Q"><span style="color: blue;">'Fifty Shades Of Grey' movie to star 'Harry Potter''s Emma Watson</span></a><br />
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He is Daddy and she is daughter... <br />
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There is spanking and the use of Baby oil. Why baby oil? Think about it. <br />
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The girl wears pigtails... <br />
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I got the book, I sat down, and I read it.<br />
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The main character ... was a kid who had just had her first drink of alcohol... <br />
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The narration, which is the voice of the girl talking to the reader, was the voice of a little girl. <br />
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It’s unmistakable. There is very little emotional maturity and absolutely no sexual maturity... <br />
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The male character... makes a show of his money, his power, the things
he can buy for her, but while this is going on, we are reading the
thoughts of a child... <br />
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Remove the false age of the girl, which has no basis in reality, and what we are actually reading is the abuse of a little girl.<br />
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The main character... can’t operate a computer (but is supposedly a
college graduate)... has her imaginary friend... is spanked and
slathered in BABY OIL...<br />
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And beyond all of this evidence there is the fact that the male
character is himself a product of sexual abuse at the hands of a
pedophile...<br />
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The author ... puts out the theme of pedophilia openly, therefore hiding it in plain sight...<br />
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Take away the aspect of money, and the character of the abuser becomes
much less attractive and therefore it would have been much more
difficult to pull of the deception. Are women actually that shallow?
Yes, we can be.<br />
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<a href="http://theulstermanreport.com/2012/08/18/fifty-shades-pedophilia-abuse-controversy-revisited/"><span style="color: blue;">Fifty Shades Pedophilia Abuse Controversy Revisited</span></a><br />
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On the floating shapeless oceans<br />
I did all my best to smile</div>
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Til your singing eyes & fingers</div>
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Drew me loving into your eyes</div>
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And you sang: "Sail to me sail to me<br />
Let me enfold you"<br />
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Here I am here I am waiting to hold you</div>
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Did I dream you dreamed about me?<br />
Were you here when I was full sail?<br />
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Now my foolish boat is leaning broken love lost on your rocks</div>
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For you say: "Touch me not touch me not come back tomorrow"<br />
Oh my heart oh my heart shies from the sorrow</div>
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I'm as puzzled as a newborn child</div>
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I'm as riddled as the tide</div>
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Should I stand amid the breakers?<br />
Or should I lie with death my bride?<br />
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Hear me sing: "Swim to me swim to me let me enfold you"<br />
"Here I am here I am waiting to hold you"</div>
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dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-90901330189353331612012-07-25T20:38:00.000+01:002012-07-25T20:43:47.863+01:00Field Guide to the Loner: The Real Insiders<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">from: <a href="http://blog.eyesforlies.com/2012/07/understanding-introverts-and-extroverts.html">blog.eyesforlies.com: understanding introverts & extroverts</a> </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I'll reprint the whole <a href="http://www.psychologytoday.com/collections/201207/introverts-extroverts/field-guide-the-loner">Psychology Today</a> article in full</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">can you guess what I am?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I was at victim support recently & was shocked [& upset] to find that they had none of my paper work on their records... I hope the police have it all</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I was that shocked that I've been scouring my laptop for anything I can find as my incident was put down with pen & paper as I recall reading that if something is written down rather than printed from a computer it carries more weight</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">but the 7 pages of A4 was the final edition of several pieces I'd written up on the laptop that I'd thought were lost but I've found some of them, may put them up at a later date ;)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Introverts & Extroverts - </span> Why is it so hard to understand each other?</div>
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Field Guide to the Loner: The Real Insiders</div>
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Miina Matsuoka lives by herself in New York City. She owns two cats
and routinely screens her calls. But before you jump to conclusions,
note that she is comfortable hobnobbing in any of five languages for her
job as business manager at an international lighting-design firm. She
just strongly prefers not to socialize, opting instead for long baths,
DVDs, and immersion in her art projects. She does have good, close
friends, and goes dancing about once a month, but afterward feels a
strong need to "hide and recoup." In our society, where extroverts make
up three-quarters of the population, loners (except Henry David
Thoreau) are pegged as creepy or pathetic. But soloists like Matsuoka
can function just fine in the world—they simply prefer traveling through
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Loners often hear from well-meaning
peers that they need to be more social, but the implication that
they're merely black-and-white opposites of their bubbly peers misses
the point. Introverts aren't just less sociable than extroverts; they
also engage with the world in fundamentally different ways. While
outgoing people savor the nuances of social interaction, loners tend to
focus more on their own ideas—and on stimuli that don't register in the
minds of others. Social engagement drains them, while quiet time gives
them an energy boost.</div>
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Contrary to popular belief, not all loners have a pathological fear
of social contact. "Some people simply have a low need for affiliation,"
says Jonathan Cheek, a psychologist at Wellesley College. "There's a
big subdivision between the loner-by-preference and the enforced loner."
Those who choose the living room over the ballroom may have inherited
their temperament, Cheek says. Or a penchant for solitude could reflect a
mix of innate tendencies and experiences such as not having many
friends as a child or growing up in a family that values privacy.</div>
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James
McGinty, for one, is a caseworker who opted out of a career as a lawyer
because he didn't feel socially on-the-ball enough for the job's daily
demands. He has a small circle of friends, but prefers to dine solo. "I
had a bad cold over the Thanksgiving holiday, but that spared me from
having to go to my brother-in-law's," he says. "I'm not a scrooge; it's
the gatherings I dread." Matsuoka feels his pain: "I can't do large
crowds with a lot of noise," she says. "It's stressful to maintain
positive interactions and introduce yourself 20 times. I really have to
turn on my motor to do that."</div>
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Matsuoka, who is divorced, is open to romantic relationships, but
"whomever I'm with must know that at least one day a week I need to lock
myself in my room and stick feathers on a sculpture," she warns.
Artwork is a form of meditation for her. "I get completely sucked in. It
clears my mind until nothing disturbs me." While a few studies have
shown a correlation between creativity, originality, and introversion,
perhaps more striking is the greater enjoyment introverts seem to reap
from creative endeavors.</div>
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Amanda Guyer, a psychologist at the
National Institutes of Health in Bethesda, Maryland, has found that
socially withdrawn people have increased sensitivity to all kinds of
emotional interactions and sensory cues, which may mean that they find
pleasure where others do not. Guyer separated child subjects into
"outgoing" and "reserved" groups and then had them play a game in which
they had to press a button in order to win money. The reserved subjects
showed two to three times more activity in the striatum region of the
brain, which is associated with reward, than did the more outgoing ones.</div>
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Previous
MRI studies have shown that during social situations, specific areas in
the brains of loners experience especially lively blood flow,
indicating a sort of overstimulation, which explains why they find
parties so wearying. But Guyer's results suggest that introverts may be
more attuned to all sorts of positive experiences as well. This added
sensitivity, she speculates, could mean that people who are reserved
have an ability to respond quickly to situations—such as coming to your
aid in a moment of need—or show unusual empathy to a friend, due to
their strong emotional antennae.</div>
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Research by psychotherapist
Elaine Aron bears out Guyer's hunch, demonstrating that withdrawn people
typically have very high sensory acuity. Because loners are good at
noticing subtleties that other people miss, Aron says, they are
well-suited for careers that require close observation, like writing and
scientific research. It's no surprise that famous historical loners
include Emily Dickinson, Stanley Kubrick, and Isaac Newton</div>
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The Unhealthy Case of the Lonely Loner</div>
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The content introverts' camp closely borders the land of the socially
anxious. Matsuoka, for example, says she was "pathologically shy" as a
child, which likely laid the groundwork for her current lifestyle, even
though she grew much more confident in her 20s. Those who remain
"enforced loners" long to spend time with people, but shyness and
anxiety inhibit them from doing so. "Introverts are people who like to
be alone," says Paula Montgomery, an accountant from St. Louis. "I
prefer to be around other people, but because of my shyness, it's
difficult for me to join groups and make friends."</div>
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Such loners
have several stress-inducing strikes against them: They may get
butterflies whenever they have to face in-person encounters, and they
are subject to outside pressure to be sociable. When major life problems
crop up, loners are also less likely to seek out social support.</div>
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John Cacioppo, a psychologist at the University of Chicago, has
highlighted social isolation as a health-risk factor on par with obesity
and smoking. "Loneliness is like hunger and thirst—a signal to help
your genes survive," Cacioppo says. "When you're lonely, there's a
stress response in your body, and it's not healthy to sustain that for a
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He knows well his wicked ways<br />
A course of bitterness<br />
A grudge held from his childhood days<br />
As if life had loved him less<br />
Reading down his list of names<br />
He ticks them one by one<br />
He points the barrel at the sky<br />
Firing shots off at the sun<br />
"I am the law and I am the King<br />
I am the wisdom, listen to me sing"<br />
He carves out the victim's names<br />
In the wooden butt of the gun<br />
He leans well back against the tree<br />
He knows his Kingdom's come<br />
He'll breathe a sigh self satisfied<br />
The work is in good hands<br />
He shoots the coins into the air<br />
And follows where the money lands<br />
"I am the law and I am the King<br />
I am the wisdom, listen to me sing"<br />
He pauses at the city's edge<br />
Of hellfire and of stone<br />
He summons up the devil there<br />
To give him courage of his own<br />
He'll free the sinners of deceit<br />
They'll hear his name and run<br />
His justice is his own reward<br />
Measured out beneath the sun<br />
"I am the law and I am the King<br />
I am the wisdom, listen to me sing"<br />
And my name's on the gun<br />
Work is just begun<br />
The boy with the gun</div>
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<b>Learned helplessness</b> is a technical term that refers to the
condition of a human or animal that has learned to behave helplessly,
failing to respond even though there are opportunities for it to help
itself by avoiding unpleasant circumstances or by gaining positive
rewards. <b>Learned helplessness theory</b> is the view that <a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clinical_depression" title="Clinical depression">clinical depression</a> and related <a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mental_illness" title="Mental illness">mental illnesses</a> may result from a perceived absence of control over the outcome of a situation.<sup class="reference" id="cite_ref-0"> </sup>Organisms which have been ineffective and less sensitive in determining
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.:.</div>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-76076684860470718882012-07-16T21:04:00.001+01:002012-07-16T21:56:24.150+01:00Scientology the CIA & MIVILUDES: Cults of Abuse<div style="text-align: left;">
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Scientology, the CIA, & MIVILUDES: Cults of Abuse
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">NOTE: This video contains information that many viewers will find extremely disturbing, involving the ritual abuse of children.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">This
documentary provides compelling evidence of deep and disturbing
connections between intelligence agencies, abusive cults, and the
failure of government anti-cult organizations like MIVILUDES to
investigate the widespread reports of ritual child abuse around the
world.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Understanding these connections is key to understanding
the psycho-political control of human beings around the world. If you
would like to be free, we urge you to study the situation yourself and
draw your own conclusions.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Below are links to much of the source material used in this documentary to help you in your own search for the truth.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Ritual Child Abuse in France</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Jersey: Island of Secrets</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Marc Dutroux: Monster of Belgium</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Les faits Karl Zéro: Zandvoort Child Abuse case</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">The Secrets of Scientology</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Is Scientology Above the Law?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Scientology: Inside the Cult</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Ex Scientologists speaking out</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">"if you tell anyone I will kill you" - I have first hand eyewitness testimony that this is used</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">this video will go a long way in connecting all the dots that you have aquired</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">"turn on</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">tune in</span><br />
<strike><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">drop out</span></strike><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">WAKE UP!" </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">[™ © - too late, I designed this for a t-shirt months ago, I'm sure I'll put it up for sale at some point ;]</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">.:.</span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-19797488688775138742012-07-05T17:27:00.000+01:002012-07-06T11:23:16.105+01:00Human Nature<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
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<span class="long-title" dir="ltr" id="eow-title" title="Human Nature talk with Robert Sapolsky, Gabor Mate, James Gilligan, Richard Wilkinson">I can personally take or leave the zeitgeist films, no desire to go down that particular cul-de-sac thank you very much, don't get me wrong I enjoyed them but that's it for me, no desire to be packed & stacked into little boxes fresco style </span></div>
<span class="long-title" dir="ltr" id="eow-title" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;" title="Human Nature talk with Robert Sapolsky, Gabor Mate, James Gilligan, Richard Wilkinson">but this talk really got to me at</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> 17.40 & 23.25</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">been to see 5 psychologists in my time but I never trusted them so I never opened up & told them anything. the closest I came was the last one but that was only because she was female, told her at the last session that I'd never opened up to her, but never told her why, gave her a painting instead</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">trust no one</span> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">[6 year rule] </span><br />
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none of my family cared about me </div>
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they wouldn’t do anything to help me </div>
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none of them would believe me </div>
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none of them would bother </div>
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he would kill me if I told anyone </div>
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I’m just the worthless piece of shit he said I was </div>
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It's a matter of fact<br />
My man no longer wants me<br />
His word were clear<br />
He don't want me here<br />
A lady like that a very hard act to follow<br />
She's brought me down, down…<br />
And now I'm all alone<br />
It's hard to face the truth even when it's staring right at you<br />
How can I leave wasted lonely days?<br />
And watch you slip away…<br />
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Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I supposed to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
Oohhh…. <br />
Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I suppose to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
How can I begin to live my life without you?<br />
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I'll try to forget we said that our love's forever<br />
It felt so strong<br />
So where did it all go wrong?<br />
I need to believe it wasn't me that let you down<br />
Somehow you've changed<br />
You're a stranger to me<br />
Cut to the core<br />
How can you believe that she could ever love you more?<br />
What am I to do?<br />
She's taken over<br />
And I'm out in the cold<br />
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Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I supposed to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
woohhh…. <br />
Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I supposed to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
How can I begin to live my life without you?<br />
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woohhh….. oh…….<br />
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And now, I'm all alone<br />
It's hard to face the truth even when it's staring right at you<br />
How can I leave wasted lonely days<br />
And watch you slip away?<br />
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Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I supposed to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I supposed to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
Hey, hey…<br />
Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I supposed to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
Hey, hey… <br />
Now that you no longer want me<br />
What am I supposed to do?<br />
Now that you no longer need me<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">["An amazing dark soul classic from UK outfit 'Innocence' When everyone
else was focusing on ripping off the Soul II Soul sound, Innocence were
busy producing a 'concept' style album threading Pink Floyd samples,
breakbeats & subtle brass sounds together alongside Anna Jolley's
haunting but beautiful vocals to make a masterpiece of UK soul music.
The album was called 'Belief' & not owning it should be a criminal
offence, especially if you are a soul music fan" - <a href="http://www.badboysoul.co.uk/">http://www.badboysoul.co.uk/</a>] </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">when I was 18 [going on 14] & left by the side of the road I spent the next 12 years drifting through drug use, the people around me were unknown drug users & "frienemies" [un-friends] & when it was getting near the end of that period there was an aborted night out that ended up in some flat with a couple of turntables & a couple of tabs of acid. I reached for this new released 12" & put this song on. I went out the next day & bought this album & been in love with it ever since. I've still got that cassette tape & still play it</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">.:.</span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-39129262595038672162012-06-29T21:11:00.000+01:002012-06-29T21:11:06.635+01:00I never took the smile away from anybody's face<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
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I've never seen you look like this without a reason,<br />Another promise fallen through, another season passes by you.<br />I never took the smile away from anybody's face,<br />And that's a desperate way to look for someone who is still a child.<br /> </div>
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In a big country, dreams stay with you,<br />Like a lover's voice, fires the mountainside..<br />Stay alive..<br /> </div>
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I thought that pain and truth were things that really mattered<br />But you can't stay here with every single hope you had shatter</div>
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<br />I'm not expecting to grow flowers in the desert,<br />But I can live and breathe and see the sun in wintertime..<br /> </div>
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In a big country, dreams stay with you,<br />
Like a lover's voice, fires the mountainside..<br />
Stay alive..</div>
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In a big country, dreams stay with you,<br />
Like a lover's voice, fires the mountainside..<br />
Stay alive..<br /><br />So take that look out of here, it doesn't fit you.<br />Because it's happened doesn't mean you've been discarded.<br />Pull up your head off the floor, come up screaming.<br />Cry out for everything you ever might have wanted.<br />I thought that pain and truth were things that really mattered<br />But you can't stay here with every single hope you had shattered.<br /><br />I'm not expecting to grow flowers in the desert,<br />But I can live and breathe and see the sun in wintertime..<br /><br />In a big country, dreams stay with you,<br />
Like a lover's voice, fires the mountainside..<br />
Stay alive..</div>
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In a big country, dreams stay with you,<br />
Like a lover's voice, fires the mountainside..<br />
Stay alive..</div>
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In a big country, dreams stay with you,<br />
Like a lover's voice, fires the mountainside..<br />
Stay alive.. </div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">oh Canada</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I bet you're real proud? aye?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">"Rape is god's will.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Abortion is not.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">It's in the bible"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Stephen Woodworth - Conservative MP</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Kitchener Centre, Ontari</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">contact him here to discuss his interpretation of said "bible"?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><a href="http://www.stephenwoodworth.ca/">http://www.stephenwoodworth.ca/</a></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">[you worship the son on sunday & praise amen er just what god is it?] </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">.:.</span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-12836723980765496372012-06-19T22:51:00.000+01:002012-06-19T23:11:33.891+01:00Cameron & black market nuclear weapons<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">david cameron, <strike>our</strike> your glorious minority elected leader, before he became pm, on behalf of his elite criminal controllers, dealt in the purchasing of black market nuclear weapons</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><a href="http://www.presstv.ir/detail/212022.html">presstv: UK extremely worried about stolen nukes</a> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">was dr david kelly murdered because of his involvement? he was used to check that the black market nuclear weapons were legitimate</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">was presstv taken off air because of their investigation of this story?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">this story is two years old</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">[on a side note: why do people still vote for these cock suckers?] </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">[I deleted my last blog by mistake d'oh]</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">.:. </span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-34200481913868507972012-06-16T15:43:00.003+01:002012-06-16T15:47:02.450+01:00homeschooling really works<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">full image here: <a href="http://www.collegeathome.com/homeschool-domination/">http://www.collegeathome.com/homeschool-domination/</a></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">from the radical blog: <a href="http://newsfromatlantis.blogspot.co.uk/">http://newsfromatlantis.blogspot.co.uk/ </a></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">.:. </span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-5955488380028075402012-05-14T11:51:00.000+01:002012-05-14T11:55:33.517+01:00where do you get your news from?<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">bit of a tricky one considering that without fail every news source has an agenda & like the pied piper want the kids to follow them </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">but the news sources do let some get through</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">been reading this site recently :</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">The Real News Report </span><br />
<a href="http://rnreport.co.uk/"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">http://rnreport.co.uk/</span></a><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">interesting ones are:</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">the eu making water restrictions causing water shortages</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">fukushima radiation levels</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">thought crimes pre olympics</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">the green scam</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">global warming hoax</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">normalising paedophilia</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I hope people got to see the new french president bowing down before his masonic overlords just another bilderberger lol not less debt but more debt you can't make this shit up ;]</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">don't worry the greeks are next for more stupidity in the form of leftist rescue... the real answer would be to abandon ship re launch the drakma & print their own money debt & imf/world bank free... but shhhh don't tell anyone </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">NO MORE MONEY AS DEBT</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br /></span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-90783386330500145202012-05-11T15:44:00.000+01:002012-05-13T14:58:08.065+01:00peter gabriel's profile picture from twitter<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">peter gabriel's profile picture from "<a href="https://twitter.com/itspetergabriel">twitter</a>"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">these people are blatant in their piss taking of you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">they really do think you are too dumbed down to notice</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I can honestly say that back in the late 70's & early 80's I was never a fan of genesis/gabriel but to show that even the people I liked were at it here's a couple of pics of the one eyed warriors up to no good</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">roger waters, the philanthropist that he is ;]</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/rogerwaters/photos">[website for this image]</a> </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I'm sure you'll recall him receiving his "honours" for services rendered from the queen</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">[I changed the blogspot name sorry for any inconvenience caused :] </span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-36039682804679128742012-05-08T13:12:00.000+01:002012-05-09T01:34:02.916+01:00Mary Sean Young<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I saw Blade Runner as a small child, to me it was eye opening & awesome & as a small child going through 11 years of child abuse being isolated in a house I fell in love with her. films for me have always been my escape, I was a full time child minder & baby sitter from the age of 8 years old, you know collecting from the baby/child minder after primary school had finished bathing cleaning feeding looking after staying up til gone 2am [drinking spirits from the age of 9 ;] at weekends hiding behind the curtains terrified someone was creeping up the garden to get into the house</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">, so I've been watching films late at night since & watched a lot of her work not just Blade Runner & Dune but the notsogood tv movies too [hey everyone's got to earn the rent/mortgage]</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">here she is in a RedIceRadio interview talking about the truth movement, ridley scott [PROMETHEUS] the film industry sexualisation of children symbolism occult/satanist families ruling elite TPTB if charitable foundations are raising so much money how come the world isn't better off??? being depressed on waking up opening your eyes & forgiveness</span><br />
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We're ruthless on the mic you may have heard us before,<br />
We're socially delinquent, no respect for the law,<br />
Pay no heed to politicians, can't be wasting our time,<br />
They're calling us muggers while they're mugging your mind,<br />
I'm talking left, right, and centre, they don't give me no say,<br />
I haven't got no money so I always have to pay,<br />
The rich are getting younger, the poor are getting old,<br />
God forbid that I should live until I die from the cold,<br />
I'm living in the city, the inner city's my home,<br />
There's no thriving, just surviving in the twilight zone,<br />
When I walk out late at night they try to hold me on sus,<br />
Because there ain't no justice,<br />
Just Us.<br />
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You love me and you hate me for the size of my lust,<br />
You tell me that I'm violent if I kick up a fuss,<br />
They lock me in asylums at the slightest excuse,<br />
My name is well connected with narcotics abuse,<br />
You only read about when committing a crime,<br />
Your only protection is a thin blue line,<br />
I've got a love/hate affair with the national press,<br />
My family's pathological, my life is a mess,<br />
Social workers love me cos I keep them in work,<br />
Can't get a job myself because I'm seen as a jerk,<br />
When you're living on the edge you gotta do what you must,<br />
Because there ain't no justice,<br />
Just us.<br />
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You ask me why it is I like to keep to myself,<br />
Myself is all I got cos you've got everything else,<br />
My parents built this country by the sweat of their brow,<br />
But when I look around me where the hell are they now?<br />
The way I spend my days it sometimes leaves me depressed,<br />
So I go home to my woman and I add to her stress,<br />
Whether unemployed or an up-coming star,<br />
They always pull me over when I'm driving my car,<br />
What happens to the brothers when they try and they fail?,<br />
You wanna know the answers? Take a look at your jails,<br />
I'm living in your system and you tell me it's just,<br />
But there ain't no justice,<br />
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[just round the corner from where I was born :]<br />
[yes I am this old]<br />
[<a href="http://www.rapassassins.f9.co.uk/">The Ruthless Rap Assassins Home Page</a>] </div>
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.:.</div>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-50987905862570156952012-05-01T23:13:00.000+01:002012-05-01T23:13:38.285+01:0097% Owned - Positive Money<div style="text-align: center;">
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we understand it. Yet simple questions often get overlooked - questions
like: where does money come from? Who creates it? Who decides how it
gets used? And what does that mean for the millions of ordinary people
who suffer when money and finance breaks down? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">97% Owned is a
new documentary that reveals how money is at the root of our current
social and economic crisis. Featuring frank interviews and commentary
from economists, campaigners and former bankers, it exposes the
privatised, debt-based monetary system that gives banks the power to
create money, shape the economy, cause crises and push house prices out
of reach. Fact-based and clearly explained, in just 60 minutes it shows
how the power to create money is the piece of the puzzle that economists
were missing when they failed to predict the crisis. </span><br />
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by Queuepolitely and featuring Ben Dyson of Positive Money, Josh
Ryan-Collins of The New Economics Foundation, Ann Pettifor, the "HBOS
Whistleblower" Paul Moore, Simon Dixon of Bank to the Future and Nick
Dearden from the Jubliee Debt Campaign, this is the first documentary to
tackle this issue from a UK-perspective, and can be watched online now.</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">"</span></span></div>
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<span class="commentBody" data-jsid="text"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">a
"jubilee" is when all debt is written off allowing the system to start
again unlike a "bank holiday" which just allows the banks to steal your
money</span></span><br />
<span class="commentBody" data-jsid="text"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">all american presidents that tried to change the debt money system have been assassinated</span></span><br />
<span class="commentBody" data-jsid="text"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">as always, be careful of everyone & everything, even if they do cover important answers ;] </span></span><br />
<span class="commentBody" data-jsid="text"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">be
careful of things like anonymous & occupy, things are allowed
to grow organically but infiltration is already inplace just waitng to
take over </span></span><br />
<span class="commentBody" data-jsid="text"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">just replacing one system with another benefits who exactly? </span></span><br />
<span class="commentBody" data-jsid="text"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">me,
personally, I think we should do away with money altogether, I don't
mean a "cashless" society, 0's & 1's on a computer, but no more
money, a free planet </span></span><br />
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<span class="commentBody" data-jsid="text">…<br /> We're setting sail<br /> To the place on the map from which no one has ever returned<br /> Torn by the promise of the joker and the fool<br /> By the light of the crosses that bur-urn<br /> Torn by the promise of the women and the lace<br /> And the gold and the cotton and pearls<br /> It's the place where they keep all the darkness you meet<br /> You sail away from the light of the world<br /> <br /> Listen baby - you will pay tomorrow<br /> You're gonna pay tomorrow-ow-ow<br /> You will pay tomorrow-ow-ow-ow-wow-ow-o<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>w-ow-ow-ow<br /> <br /> Save me, save me from tomor-orrow<br /> I don't want to sail with this ship of foo-ools, no no<br /> Oh-oh-oh, save me, save me from tomor-orrow<br /> I don't want to sail with this ship of foo-ools, no no<br /> I want to run and hide<br /> Right now - ri-ight now-ow yeah-eah-eah<br /> <br /> Avarice and greed are gonna drive you over the endless sea<br /> They will leave you-ou drifting in the shallows<br /> Drowning in the oceans of history-y-y-y<br /> Travellin' the world, you're in search of no good<br /> But I'm sure you're building Soddom like I knew you would<br /> Using all the good people for your gallay slaves<br /> As your little boat struggles through the warning waves<br /> <br /> But you will pay, you will pay tomorrow<br /> You're gonna pay tomorrow-ow-ow<br /> You gonna pay tomorrow-ow-ow-ow-wow-ow-o<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>w-ow-ow-ow<br /> <br /> Save me-ee, save me from tomor-orrow<br /> I don't want to sail with this ship of foo-ools, no no no no<br /> Oh-oh-oh, save me-ee, save me from tomor-orrow<br /> I don't want to sail with this ship of foo-ools, no no no no<br /> <br /> Where's it comin' fro-om or where's it goin' to?<br /> It's just a - it's just a ship of foo-oo-oo-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-a<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>h-ah-ah-ools<br /> <br /> Yeah, oh Lord</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">united aren't actually from manchester</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">not a lotta people know that</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">this monday is when City win the title</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">they'll beat united & win it on goal difference</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">both sides will win their remaining games</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">but by then the damage, as far as united are concerned, will be done</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I wouldn't go so far [don't want to tempt fate ;] as predicting the score, but a certain former united player will score the wining goal, it's already written in the stars, above, for him</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">to get other City fans to realize this reality, & therefore create this reality, all that needs to be done is to get them onto the same electro-magnetic frequency wave of this result</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">you know, like fish swimming in a massive shoal, or like birds swooping in a massive flock</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">we emit, as human beings, an electro-magnetic frequency wave from our bodies, generated by the heart & brain, that, according to current research, eminates from our bodies, like the waves on a magnet's north & south poles, at about 5 to 8 feet, this is why all it takes is for one person to stand up at a match & start singing a song & within seconds 50,000 have joined in, try it the next time you're at a match to see it work for yourself, & if we join our frequency waves together [edgar mitchell, 6th man on the moon, claims to have done this across the continental united states so distance isn't a problem] en masse this force will be unstoppable & reality will manifest itself with the desired result, this has to be repeated over & over again upto the match to get our subconscious brains, our DNA & our very atoms working together in harmony, with love, a fast frequency wave, intersecting the programmable DNA spiral many more times than the slow wave of hate [obviously I wouldn't want anyone falling into the "oooh love everything" trap. you have to recognise the hate too, just try not to act on it, it's beneath you as a conscious being ;] so have some pity for united fans as they were already celebrating a 20th title before the lady sang, don't want them crying into their cakes now do we</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">& to spice it up with a bit of synchronicity the first person to see that the atom was 99% empty space was a mancunian in a manchester laboratory, I like to think he was a City fan</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">"The trailer for the new film produced by Citizens United & directed by
Stephen K. Bannon. "Occupy Unmasked" goes deep into the "Occupy"
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">just who can tell anything or anyone anymore? why something exists? & for what reasons?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">as the truth is always revealed by the result, best to stop following anyone or anything as they are probably all full of shit & just there to "occupy" your precious time & resources & distract you from what is the real truth</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">.:.</span></div>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-28202439834124646952012-04-13T20:59:00.000+01:002012-04-13T20:59:10.128+01:00PETROL WAR - HOW TO GET PETROL BACK DOWN TO £1.00 PER LITRE<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">PETROL WAR<br />
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THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' PETROL FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET PETROL BACK DOWN TO £1.00 PER LITRE.<br />
This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Haliburton. If you are tired of the petrol prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please.<br />
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Phillip Hollsworth offered<span class="text_exposed_hide"></span><span class="text_exposed_show"> this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy petrol on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance.<br />
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We are probably going to hit close to £1.50 a litre by this summer and it might go higher! Want petrol prices to come down?<br />
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We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy petrol ...<br />
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By now you're probably thinking petrol priced at about £0.99 per litre is cheap. Me too! It is currently £1.38 at SHELL and ESSO for regular unleaded, climbing every week.<br />
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Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost of a gallon of PETROL is TOO CHEAP at £0.87 to £0.99, we need to take aggressive action to teach them that BUYERS control the marketplace..not sellers.<br />
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With the price of petrol going up more each day, we consumers need to take action.<br />
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The only way we are going to see the price of petrol come down is if we hit someone in the pocket by not purchasing their petrol! We can do that WITHOUT hurting ourselves.<br />
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How? Since we all rely on our cars, we can't just stop buying petrol.<br />
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But we CAN have an impact on petrol prices if we all act together to force a price war.<br />
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Here's the idea: For the rest of this year, DON'T purchase ANY petrol from the two biggest companies, ESSO & SHELL<br />
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If they are not selling any petrol, they will be inclined to reduce their prices. If they reduce their prices, the other companies will have to follow suit.<br />
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But to have an impact, we need to reach literally millions of SHELL and ESSO petrol buyers. It's really simple to do. Now, don't wimp out at this point - keep reading and I'll explain how simple it is to reach millions of people.<br />
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I am sending this note to 15 people. If each of us send it to at least ten more (15 x 10 = 150) ... and those 150 send it to at least ten more (150 x 10 = 1,500)... and so on, by the time the message reaches the sixth group of people, we will have reached over 1.5 MILLION consumers .<br />
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If those 1.5 million get excited and pass this on to ten friends each, then 15 million people will have been contacted!<br />
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If it goes one level further, you guessed it..... 150 MILLION PEOPLE!!!<br />
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Again, all you have to do is send this to 10 people. That's all!<br />
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How long would all that take? If each of us sends this e-mail out to ten more people within one day of receipt, all 150 MILLION people could conceivably be contacted within the next 8 days!<br />
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Acting together we can make a difference.<br />
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If this makes sense to you, please pass this message on. Don't buy from ESSO or SHELL UNTIL THEY LOWER THEIR PRICES TO THE £0.99 RANGE AND KEEP THEM DOWN.<br />
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THIS CAN REALLY WORK.<br />
REMEMBER – STARTING MAY 1st NO PETROL FROM ESSO or SHELL!<br />
(why wait till then, get into the habit by starting now)</span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span class="text_exposed_show">.:. </span></div>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-80105163045651489362012-04-07T16:41:00.003+01:002012-04-08T13:53:19.913+01:00The Moore Show<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Male Survivors of Child Abuse </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">"</span></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">All new on The Moore Show: 3 brave male survivors of sexual abuse, Peter Saunders (Founder of NAPAC), Graham Wilmer (Founder of The Lantern Project) and Joe Peters (No1 Best Selling Author of Cry Silent Tears) speak out about their horrific stories. Peter Saunders was sexually abused by a close family member at 5 years old. Graham Wilmer was raped by his teacher at 13 years old. Joe Peters was locked in a dog cellar for 4 years and was eventually sold to a paedophile ring by his own mother at just 5 years old.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Find out how these courageous men survived through the worst period in their lives to help many other victims today.</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">whilst I fortunately wasn't sexually abused [although my mother recalls things that I have no memory of, so there's still so much of the 11 years that remains unknown] I found this an uncomfortable show to watch but I can relate to not being able to tell anyone because there is no one you can trust & who would even believe you anyway as what you've experienced is beyond what a normal person can comprehend, the threats of & attempts at murder are enough to keep anyone quiet. my release was alcohol, I started to drink by 9 & from 18 to 30 was as many drugs as I could get</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">whilst this is a very "male-centric" show the point is made by Peter Saunders that if you think there is a lot of abuse of males then try to imagine what the figure would be if you were to account for every female that has been abused</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> .:.</span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-414782095768593272012-04-01T10:03:00.001+01:002012-04-09T16:10:03.006+01:00APOCALYPSE RIGHT FUCKING NOW: HUNDREDS OF ORANGUTANS KILLED IN NORTH INDONESIAN FOREST FIRES SET BY PALM OIL FIRMS<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">.:.</span>dognamedbluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05123316205972254808noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3833363424082451023.post-36351808823797072482012-03-29T00:34:00.001+01:002012-03-29T00:51:11.416+01:00the truth will out???<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">megrahi & lybia were not responsible for the lockerbie bombing</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><a href="http://weeklyintercept.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/800-page-lockebie-report-that.html">intercept.blogspot: THE 800 PAGE LOCKEBIE REPORT THAT EXONERATES LIBYA</a> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><a href="http://scottishlaw.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/crown-office-misled-court-sccrc.html">scottishlaw.blogspot: Crown Office ‘misled court’</a> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><a href="http://www.heraldscotland.com/news/home-news/after-five-years-of-secrecy-today-we-publish-the-full-report-that-could-have-cleared-the-lockerbie-bomber.1710352">herald scotland: after 5 years of secrecy</a> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">the lockerbie bombing, in my opinion, was carried out by the cia's covert syrian agents through the "safe" airports of either frankfurt or london to kill an american major general onboard the lockerbie flight who was going back to america to blow the whistle on the cia's syrian heroin drug running</span><br />
<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">[gaddafi, just like saddam, was a cia agent until he was no longer useful & had to be shut up before he blew the whistle]</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">now all we need is the sunday herald to pluck up the courage that they "misplaced" in 2006 when they were just 1 issue away from printing the name of the "leading party member" of the labour party who was caught in "operation ore" ... & we all know which "one eyed warrior" that was</span><br />
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